i’ve stopped writing for a long while.

too busy? too lazy?

I know the reason.

A million thoughts running thru my mind as my fingers hover over the keyboard, trying to formulate into words that I may speak.

The words never came.

I should have never stopped writing.

I was asked on several occasions why do you blog?

For attention?
Yes.

But more for the record, and for the ability to think each situation thru and put what seemed like frivoulous thoughts and translate intangible emotions into words.

I’ve definitely lost that ability.

I know what I think and how I feel but if I can’t translate that into justifiable reasons and words, then what good is my opinion? 有口难言, 有言难尽.

And so I go along.

It’s barely a month.
The preparation for the wedding is negligible as to the decision to be married.
The wedding gift of a new puppy to the care & concern required for 3 dogs.
The packing and upheaval move to a new place.

3 of life’s biggest events comes crashing on me in a month. Wave after wave.

I am not prepared…thankful for the girlfriends who still stuck around to help out. A lifeline indeed.